I decided I wanted to post a little poem that I wrote about one of my best friends. The poem was published in our school literary magazine, but I want to post it to my blog as well. It's about life, about leaving, and about remembering.
Remember
when we first met?
You were
so full of questions, the pointless kind
That
drove our teacher up the wall.
In desperation, she sat me, the fountain of answers, next to you
In desperation, she sat me, the fountain of answers, next to you
I
answered your questions, the sincere and the surprising and the straight up
stupid
But
the most important answer I ever gave you
Was
a yes, a yes to your plea for a forever friendship
Remember
when we went to sixth grade camp?
And
we made up secret code names for everything.
And
there was that one time when
I
accused everyone of stealing my socks
Until
I eventually found out that
I
was sitting on top of them
Remember
when we went through the Harry Potter years?
When
you would set up a shrine to Harry Potter
Every
day in fifth period
Complete
with Harry Potter playing cards and posters and replica wands
You
had a lofty goal of reading the entire series 777 times.
Pretty
sure you’re still working on that
goal.
Remember
when we had to endure endless teasing in second period?
You
dropped a banana (stolen from the teacher) on the floor in class
I
got the blame (because I always got the blame)
As
punishment, I had to go cut grass with a pair of safety scissors
To
feed the class turtle
I
came back wet, because that was the one day
Rain
had broken through the dryness of our Californian drought
Remember
when we walked barefoot down the beach?
With
big plastic bags we collected trash
And
talked about life and college and leaving
I
don’t want to leave. I want what’s here and now forever…
But.
I was then, and am now, consoled by the knowledge
That
between us, it will never really be goodbye
As
long as we can still
Remember
when?